about me / pinned post

  • general about

    name: sparrow or irene
    pronouns: they/he (english), elle/él (español)
    i’m an adult in new york and i’m not white and i’m bisexual and trans and nonbinary and i have a lovely boyfriend and we live together and i won’t shut up about how much we’re in love
    i speak english and spanish, and know limited ASL, french, italian, and portuguese.

    i’m disabled. i’m autistic. i’ll call myself a cripple sometimes. i use a cane part-time. this is not my only disability.

    things i do/don’t like

    i care about and like listening to other people about what is and isn’t harmful, but also about thinking critically and doing research. i care about disability rights. i care about just like, not being a huge asshole. i love putting pretty aesthetic things on my tumblr so i reblog a lot of that.

    i don’t like discourse nor do i care about it. like as long as you’re doing things in good faith, and actually caring about people and your impact on others. if you make discourse your whole personality i am not interested. i block terfs, i hate ais/nfts, i don’t tolerate people being actively racist or ableist

    tags

    #irenetxt is my personal tag
    i often tag common warnings as #____ cw
    i don’t always tag general stuff. i try my best to tag common cws tho.
    my content tags are usually the full name of something (ex., #disability or #art or #monster high) or the common abbreviation (ex. #spn or #lgbt or #potc).

  • A THREAD pic.twitter.com/M5x3EXkOXW  — حفصة (@muslimthoughtz1) October 19, 2023ALT
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    credits for the images:

    letstalkpalestine

  • I’m increasingly worried by all the people on my dash calling themselves insane for loving stories in the way humans have loved stories our whole history. “The brain rot is spreading” — you mean you were changed by art? “I’m not normal about this” — you were moved by it? You felt human emotions about it? “I’m about to be so annoying” — you’re going to talk about art? You’re going to be passionate? You’re going to think deeply about it? You’re going to feel love for the work of someone’s soul? You are not a consumer and art is not a product to be casually used! You are a human and stories are the beating heart of our humanity! You must feel everything and you must know that it is normal!

  • wheelchairs and canes and glasses and hearing aids and every single other mobility aid should be free btw and if you disagree i hate you

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    this is me all day

  • The Palestinian Ministry of Health released a full report with names, ages and IDs of those who were killed – maybe at least in part as a fuck you to Western media and the US president who suddenly cast doubt on the number of fatalities. Over 7000 people died. Whole families wiped out forever. It's beyond comprehension. May their memory be eternal.

  • The decision to release the names was made in explicit response to the skepticism of US admin:

    🚨 The Palestinian Ministry of Health plans to announce the names of the martyrs shortly. Statement follows: — We reject the American administration's questioning of the numbers we announce regarding the martyrs and the injured.  The American administration has stripped itself of all standards, humanitarian ethics, and basic human rights values to speak in the tongue of the criminal occupier and brazenly question the authenticity of the announced figures.  We have decided to come out and announce in detail, with names, and in front of the whole world the reality of the genocidal war committed by the “israeli” occupation against our people in front of the world's sight and hearing since the seventh of October.  We confirm that the doors of the Ministry of Health are open to all institutions to review the health system's operations in the Ministry of Health.ALT
    The Ministry of Health releases a 212 page document listing the 7,028 martyrs—including 2,913 children, 3,129 women, and 3,899 men—that have been murdered by the zionist entity with US and Western endorsement since October 7th. 248 of the children were unable to be identified, out of 281 unidentified martyrs.  This report does not include the approximately 1,650 missing or martyred under the rubble, which includes 940 children. It also does not include names of martyrs who were buried before they made it to the hospital, or those who could not be identified.  Glory to the martyrs.ALT

    The Ministry of Health announcement is here, and ends with a link to the 212 page pdf [both in Arabic]

  • telling my anxious brain that when i face my fears it’s usually a lot less worse than i imagined, and it tells me “sounds fake, bestie, let’s not do it”. and I’m not even mad at it because i know my brain only wants to protect me by avoiding things that might be dangerous, but it’s still frustrating. facing whatever makes me anxious is something i’m proud of and it does get a little easier with time to do stuff even tho i’m scared, but i’m still scared and it’s tiring. so if you did something today even tho you were anxious i just wanna say i’m proud of you even if it was something “small” because anxiety distorts simple stuff into really threatening things and i hope you can get some rest and give yourself a little treat in recognition of your efforts even if other people don’t know what you go through internally to get things done

  • Even though April had all the clinical signs of schizophrenia, the team believed that the underlying cause was lupus, a complex autoimmune disorder where the immune system turns on its own body, producing many antibodies that attack the skin, joints, kidneys or other organs. But April’s symptoms weren’t typical, and there were no obvious external signs of the disease; the lupus appeared to only be affecting her brain.

    The autoimmune disease, it seemed, was a specific biological cause — and potential treatment target — for the neuropsychiatric problems April faced. (Whether her earlier trauma had triggered the disease or was unrelated to her condition wasn’t clear.)

    The diagnosis made Markx wonder how many other patients like April had been missed and written off as untreatable.

    “We don’t know how many of these people are out there,” Markx said. “But we have one person sitting in front of us, and we have to help her.”

    The medical team set to work counteracting April’s rampaging immune system and started April on an intensive immunotherapy treatment for neuropsychiatric lupus. Every month for six months, April would receive short, but powerful “pulses” of intravenous steroids for five days, plus a single dose of cyclophosphamide, a heavy-duty immunosuppressive drug typically used in chemotherapy and borrowed from the field of oncology. She was also treated with rituximab, a drug initially developed for lymphoma.

    The regimen is grueling, requiring a month-long break between each of the six rounds to allow the immune system to recover. But April started showing signs of improvementalmost immediately.

    As part of a standard cognitive test known as the Montreal Cognitive Assessment (MoCA), she was asked to draw a clock — a common way to assess cognitive impairment. Before the treatment, she tested at the level of a dementia patient, drawing indecipherable scribbles.

    But within the first two rounds of treatment, she was able to draw half a clock — as if one half of her brain was coming back online, Markx said.

    Following the third round of treatment a month later, the clock looked almost perfect.

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    Drawing a clock is a common way to assess cognitive impairment. These clocks, drawn by April, show how significantly the treatment regimen was helping her. (Courtesy of Sander Markx)

    Despite this improvement, her psychosis remained. As a result, some members of the team wanted to transfer April back to Pilgrim Psychiatric Center, Markx said. At the time, Markx had to travel home to the Netherlands, and feared that in his absence, April would be returned to Pilgrim.

    On the day Markx was scheduled to fly out, he entered the hospital one last time to check on his patient, who he typically found sitting in the dining room in her catatonic state.

    But when Markx walked in, April didn’t seem to be there. Instead, he saw another woman sitting in the room.

    “It didn’t look like the person I had known for 20 years and had seen so impaired,” Markx said. “And then I look a little closer, and I’m like, ‘Holy s---. It’s her.’”

    It was as if April had awakened after more than 20 years.

    A catatonic woman awakened after 20 years. Her story may change psychiatry.

  • TL;DR in case you don't want to read or you're out of free WaPo articles: Article describes two cases of young women who were diagnosed with severe schizophrenia and schizoaffective disorder, respectively. Both spent 1-2 decades in inpatient psychiatric hospitals because their conditions were so severe and did not respond to psychiatric treatment, including ECT. This doctor realizes they have lupus that is attacking their brains. He treats the lupus. Both of them improve quickly and drastically. Article wonders how many people with "treatment-resistant schizophrenia" actually have autoimmune diseases targeting their brains... which could be easily identified with a blood test.

    "Markx and other doctors believe there are probably many more patients whose psychiatric conditions are caused or exacerbated by autoimmune issues."

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    yeah

  • love a good quote from a book that sucks. like this was soo real . nobody read this tho

  • Ohhhhhj so the childhood self doesn't disappear forever they come back as a ghost when you are struggling to break into adulthood and sit with you during your lunch break so you're not alone. Alright

  • An alarming amount of people will respond to any call for personal accountability with "how dare you ask me to work on my behavior when I'm mentally ill?!" Like. Do you not see that the implications here aren't exactly progressive?

  • nevver:
“Why did you block me? Jim Benton
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  • have you ever been to a school dance? (e.g: homecoming, prom, wtv your school equivalent is/was)

    yes, and i had a date

    yes, and i didnt have a date

    no, but i had someone i would've taken

    no, and I wouldn't have taken anyone

    yes, I didn't have a date but went with friends

    no, never been

    secret seventh thing

    genuinely curious abt this one rb for sample size please

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